I have been a bad blogger of late, and I am sad to admit the reason why is that I’m having a harder time grasping being 30 than I thought I would. Yes, I know in reality nothing has changed, it’s just a number. . .but, I don’t know. . .things just don’t feel the same.
This is not my attempt to get sympathy or reassurance; I just figured this is what a blog is for right. . .hashing out whatever is on your mind?
Back in high school if you’d asked me where I thought my life would be when I was thirty, trust me the picture in my head was quite different from where I am now. Don’t get me wrong. . .I honestly don’t think there is anything wrong with my life. . .I own my own home and car, I have a job, great friends, I could pick up and travel anywhere anytime. . .but. . .
I guess I just thought I would have life figured out a little better. But I guess that is the bigger portion of this dose of reality I’m having a hard time swallowing. . .we don’t really ever have life figured out, if we did we would all live these cookie cutter lives with no obstacles to overcome. Instead it is the day to day journey of our lives that teaches us more about ourselves and the world we live in then we could ever imagine. . .wait, I better stop there a reverse my course, I’m getting a little too deep I’m afraid. . .
I promise, scout’s honor from here on out to work at being a better blogger. . .I’ve even got a wine to discuss tomorrow for wine o. Wednesday!